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Black Light - The Men

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Derek Hunter


By inchmeal, head to foot … if I had the lowliest scab … the pun in Achilles painful tortured ass … like a barbarian slave’s dog, a cur … whip! Whip! … smack! … My sweet creature of Bombast! … No one marks her curtsy … no one defines her happiness with any crow’s cranks … but make no maiden’s hands about it. … Thus was Matter merged with Thought, Thought with Matter … as I walked down the Hallways and up the elevator in the Northridge Hospital. … I was going towards my mother. … She was dying. … Doctors said she had two days to live, perhaps less, perhaps more.

Go pray, boys and girls with faith, and may flights of angels sing single moths to moody maggots. … Powerful sleep … the last sleep of them all … Death … God’s Gloomy Garden? … The Devil’s Demented Domain? … The Big, Black Nothingness? … Energy in constant flux, with matter, time, and space non-existent? … Perhaps what differentiates life and death … matter, time and space? … In death only pure energy in magic movement? … Who knew. … Only dead people. … One thing I knew … my mother would soon be one of those dead people.

Outstretched arms enveloping the universe into dark energy nihilism. … What are the remarkable rules of Ra in those poor old eyes of my mother? … Deny! Deny! … Never can I deny two deep enemies in the Devil … Set … and in the Lord …Ra … There’s no such thing as Ra or Set, God or Satan!

- Yes there is … My mother began with a strange mixture of compassion and haughtiness. … Carried away with care-givers who she needed no more. … There is a devil and there is a God.
- I guess we’ll find out when we get there. … I lamented in redeemed sufferance, then felt the sting of guilt … I looked at my mother and apologized. I’m sorry. I didn’t know Puns on Pan were screwy like that … I didn’t mean to make Lovely learning endless diatribes go into the dark of night.

Then she’s, he’s, hers, him, tailor-made Catholics … It soon answered my elfish questions about Nature: Trust thee! Yes! You can, if the rating system belongs to the eco-system.

My mother deconstructed divinity as a believer did … without hands-on mindfulness … without the oily grease and muddy boots of serene skepticism. … She also opened the book on my father, her one and only husband, on selected chapters. …

Most of the book, altogether about 15 chapters out of a total of 23 … were left locked and with no further fingerprints than the Followers of the Fox first left. A bombed island began in bitterness. … Bitten by mice, I dared to kill two enemies … but better to do that than murder one friend.

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from Black Light White Dark, released November 7, 2014

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Love Chaos Los Angeles, California

Love Chaos (Derek Hunter) has released 9 albums on Bandcamp:

- Black
- Love and Death
- E.I.E.
- Black Light, White Dark
- Life
- Waiting for Amanda
- Surrealist Saints
- Major Arcana
- The Light and the Dark

He has also written and published 5 books.

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